Whats going on around? Why everyone seem blur now a days ah? Hm..today kinda late wake up..yes i wake up at 9am! I use to wakie at6.30am :P As usual my house chores..grr....everyday same lame move..sigh...tonights dinner is kinda simple yet yummy! I call it bubur tulang lembu...ngegegegegege..
Been few days am ignoring someone that i used to TRUST. Hell yea. She violate my privacy,and brag about my secret to other. So what can i say now? Do u like this way too? How you feel if u telling some secret to someone you trusted so much but in the end you know she's betraying you? Am sick of this lame action,yes i do forgive but i just can't help myself to Telling a to z bout me to that person,yes she do laugh n she knows all because of you. I'm trying to get rid myself from her..SERIOUSLY. Thank you for everything that u've done to me. I appriciate it so much. Am tired of all this drama,this is SHIT! If you wanna know that i fucking hate you now. Yes u deserve to be hated by the way u've done to me. I trust you thats why am telling you everything,just that because of ur careless your stupidness you just telling her my story?! wtf is going on with you?! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I cant stop thinking of this..you are making me sick everytime i think about you. SHIT!!!!!!
Hmmmmmm.....stop myself to think about it. Yes i do!! So after sending my bro to tuition then i go to kk return back greg's PBB card,he's going to Tawau next week and i definatly going to miss him..huhu..my dear car still in the workshop..luckily daddy already renew the new roadtax :D So am supposed to get Terence a new bottle due to the ministry of health complaning that BPA bottles is going to band at mac 2012. My BFF bella told me to get the bottle brand name call... (erk i forget edi :P ) seeing issac using it so it actually caught my attention to get the same one too! So i went to City Mall try to seek the bottles,unfortunatly they are OUT OF STOCK! Grrrr...i just bring RM50 with me because i wanna get rid of impulsive buying habit! Yea i like to buy things that am not really need/use it. Sigh..this skill really help me alot! Yea u just need to bring ur own id n license n some cash..(perhaps 30 or 50) when u going out so u wont scarch ur card to those nearby atm's to get cash to buy! Am i right :P
Okey then end of my story,tomorrow going to snap a passport sized photos and update my resume with the previous spm result and some skilled certificate~YES AM READY TO ROCK THE WORKING WORLD!-->again :D Am totally free after mummy finish PANTANG :D Yeap the feeling of sweating/struggling hard for work just for the penny we earn is worth it!! Even thou i got support from my bf'ssssssss but still I'm doing some part time jobs around..i never depend on my parents UNLESS am in desperate situation that i have to borrow some penny from mummy :P yet i return it with BUNGA :P
Independent life..grrr sucks unless you work n earn big MONEY or else you are just sucking Ur own blood. I experience this last time when i was in KL. Earning 2k++ doesn't mean anything to u if Ur a shopaholic like me :p whenever salary day i will hit the clubs and order expensive wines n liqueur to enjoy. When i think of this i recall myself..what the hack am doing this? for what?! :P It's not easy to survive without money,all is about MONEY MONEY N MONEY!! Where u have to pay the rent,bills,medication n bla bla bla n so on,yes in the same time u will fucking miss Ur dearies home~~because u r using it FOC :P WORKING IS SUPER FUCKING TIRED. Yes you will say it loudly if you are feeling the same as i fell :P Am ex workers of The Westin Hotel at Bukit Bintang~yeah next to JW Marriot Hotel! FUCKING EXPENSIVE! =.=' n am surviving at Ipoh last time at healthland sdn bhd. A reflexology centre where u have to taking care the whole spa YOURSELF it's sucks! SUCKS BIG TIME! The reason i coming back to KK because am starting to be WILD and CRAZY over some drugs! Yea drugs. Luckily I've been detect earlier so i just leave it with broken heart.Sigh :(
2011 n is march yet i haven't slip into any clubs now. I goddamn swear it! Hell yea...there's no point to spurge money to all this entertainment. I used to be a heavy clubbers,smokers,liqueurs and so on. But I'm changed because i want a better life to myself :) Yes i made it!! YAY :D
Okay thats enuff for today...good night and god bless :)
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